There comes a moment in the awakening journey when your truth begins to shine… and the world no longer knows what to do with you.
You don’t feel like you fit. Your words feel too deep, your silence too full.
But this is not wrong—it’s evidence of your Soul returning.
This post is for the ones who feel misunderstood as they awaken—who are learning to stay rooted in themselves even when the world doesn’t yet speak their language.
✨ You’re not too much. You’re just more than you used to be.
Personally, I tire of watering myself down for others—contorting who I am just to have someone to talk to, just to appear “normal.” When I share my real passions or pain, I’m often met with blank faces or silence, leaving me feeling invisible and unseen. Even among those who’ve had awakenings, I still don’t feel truly valued. It’s not anyone’s fault, but the reality is that I rarely get to be fully, authentically myself with anyone.
I understand that part of this is the natural path of awakening—it draws you inward and forces you to cultivate a deep relationship with yourself. Yet at times is it very frustrating. Everyone else seems to connect so easily, to enjoy each other, to be understood. Yes, I can laugh with friends and talk about everyday things but that’s just a fraction of me. The rest of me is behind a glass wall, watching everything, feeling ignored–even nonexistent. And yet, I also don’t feel like I have space or time for others, either. I truly love my solitude. It’s in those quiet moments with myself that I find the most enlightenment.
Still, I carry hope that one day, when more of the planet has awakened, when we’ve evolved into something softer and truer, we’ll be able to meet each other fully—as whole, true selves. Until then, if no one in my 3D life is willing or able to listen, I will share my thoughts and feelings with the world. Because I matter. My ideas matter. Even if no one responds, even if no one cares—I will have chosen to make them important to me. I’ve made the decision not to hold myself back just to keep others comfortable. In doing so, I will reveal my true self. I will no longer hide who I really am. This is a deep motivation for deciding to share my true self on social media. It is first a gift to myself, and I hope it will also inspire others who are on a similar path.
