Journalings

Journalings about the process of enlightenment, awakening consciousness, personal growth and mental health.

Taste the Fire

When I reach to fill the void,my body meets me with a voice—low, certain, not unkind. “Not like that,” she says.“No more covering me.No more mistaking numbness for peace.No more pretending to feed what you won’t feel.” She does not scold.She does not shame.She stands in her fireand waits for my truth. So now—when that […]

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Allowing healthy love into one's life.

I Let Myself Be Loved

“When love and intimacy approach,the real truth about how I feelrises up:disgusted, terrified. I fear I will be snuffed out —the real me, unwelcome.Only an object is permitted here. But wait…I know enough now to remember:these are illusions —trees at dusk in the foresttaking strange, towering formslike dark monsters. So I zoom out.I back up.It’s

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